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2011년 6월 14일 화요일,

Meaningless! Meaningless!
Utterly meaningless!
Everything is meaningless.
What does man gain from all his labor
at which he toils under the sun?
Generations come and generations go,
but the earth remains forever.
The sun rises and the sun sets,
and hurries back to where it rises.
The wind blows to the south and turns to the north;
round and round it goes, ever returning on its course.
All streams flow into the sea,
yet the sea is never full.
To the place the streams come from,
there they return again.
All things are wearisome,
more than one can say.
The eye never has enough of seeing,
nor the ear its fill of hearing.
What has been will be again, what has been done will be done again;
there is nothing new under the sun.
Is there anything of which one can say,
"Look! This is something new."?
It was here already, long ago;
it was here before our time.
There is no remembrance of men of old,
and even those who are yet to come will not be remembered by those who follow.

오전 5:20

2011년 5월 5일 목요일,

I am lost once again. I really need help from someone, I don't know what to do now.
I know you are not playing around with me but it wouldn't make me relieved just by 'hiding' the pink form somewhere...
I don't know, to stay or to go... Argh, never mind, I'll see about it after College Day.

오전 6:45

2011년 5월 1일 일요일,

To my treasured band,
It has been a tough time working together for us to be up to where we are now. Even if we are not at our best yet, it is definitely true that we have made a tremendous improvement. I really thank you for working very hard and continue to persevere. To J1s, I am really happy to see that you have tried your best to know more about this band. I hope that you will continue the legacy of this band and make this band much stronger. To my J2 mates, thank you for bearing all the burden that you all carry. Don't give up and continue to stay positive. I am sorry for being so negative against you if you thought me so. I hadn't had a choice but only to bring you to a much hardworking and caring person that knows how to respect one another. I am not a bad guy or even a bully, I tell you now. Haha.

[Clarinet]
Junyao: Thank you for helping our section. Be sure to continue teaching them and make the J1s stronger and more proficient clarinetists.

Peckyong: You seriously deserve to have my gratitude. No one can be as hardcore as you. Take care and leave a memorable footprint to this band during your JC life.

Jiamin: I really appreciated your perserverance even when you feel down. I know in you that you will never give up no matter what outcome you will face. Keep up that spirit, yeah!

Aaron: You have made an incredible achievement, becoming a good clarinet player in less than 2 years! You really have reached from zero to hero. Now, you can even play a bass clarinet. Maybe you should try alto clarinet next time, eh? Don't stop your love to clarinet-playing!

Garald: Thank you for helping the band. I hope that you continue to like being in band and prefer the teamwork in band to any other gatherings.

Ruby: The first time I saw you during the audition, I had deep trust in you that you can lead the clarinet section through your skills. Frankly speaking, you are definitely better than me. There were times when we dislike each other but I hope that you won't take that deep into your heart. Continue to work hard and be able to cope with this school. I will be more than willing to help you whenever you need to.

Huaseet: I really appreciated your care and concern towards this band. I thank you for that. Not many of the band members will know this but it is for sure that you really want to help this band and make this band a better one. I think it is time for you to be able to socialize more with the J2s and the J1s and I hope that you can play a significant role to this band. Go , Marist!!!

Livent: You really have improved a lot. Your seniors are very proud of you. Don't give up your like to clarinet and help yourself to become a YOUNG clarinet professional.

Eilyn: You have worked very hard and I am sure many of us will want to follow your example of perseverance and hardwork. Don't give up on music. I know it's a complicated thing but you will be able to understand it slowly as time passes by.

Peisin: Thank you for taking a major role in this SYF. I am sorry for letting you to have so much stress. I really thank you for bearing that much pressure and not giving up. Continue to help the band and make this band a memorable part of your JC1 life.

[Flute]
Yangchin: It has been a wonderful experience working with you for more than 5 years in band. I hope that we can continue to work together. I would also like to thank you for helping your section until this far. Hope that the J1s can appreciate your effort and continue to help themsleves into better musicians. Maybe a duet after SYF, how 'bout that?

Zhiwei: Thank you for helping the band once again. I hope that you won't give up on your love and contribution to this band.

Yanda: Continue to work hard and make yourself a better musician. You have great potential, maximize it. Don't give up.

Naomi: You have improved a lot. I really appreciate that. I hope that through this band, you will be able to become a more mature flautist and music-lover.

[Saxophone + Bassoon]
Christine: Yo! Thanks for your tremendous contribution to this band. You really have contributed a lot! Thank you for being a wonderful SL. I have never met anyone like you who really protects and defends his or her section with passion. I hope that I can work with you more after SYF. Continue to be SAXY!!!

Xusong: Thank you for your perseverance. It is really a pleasure and wonderful experience meeting you and working with you. I hope that you will be a professional saxophonist. Cheers!

Boonchang: Thank you for working so hard up to this standard. I am very sure it has been a very tough time for you. But in the end, you've made this far. I hope that you can continue to love band and music.

Yanshen: Thank you for your contribution to this band. I hope that you can take a step forward and know more band members better. Don't give up on your section and the band.

Gina: Thank you for putting in so much effort for this band ever since you joined this band last year. I really appreciated your compassion towards band and music. I really hope that you can work harder and become a leader of this band.

Gavin: Thank you for your contribution to this band. I hope that you can work harder and be more passionate towards music. Try to get away from your 'nappy' habits too!

Yingmei: You have really worked hard. Continue to do so. Don't give up on yourselves even when people are negative towards you, because the only one who knows you very well is you yourself (and of course, your family).

[Trumpet]
Wenquan: Thank you for helping your section. I'm sure it's tough to bring your section up to your level. To me, playing a trumpet is the most challenging yet enjoyable experience in the band. I hope that you can continue to love band and leave a memorable footprint to this band.

Jyhharng: Thank you for working so hard for the band. I hope that you will also be able appreciate the joy in the band and continue to participate in any band. Thank you for your hardwork in improving yourself in trumpet playing and not giving yourself up. Continue to work hard and become a proficient trumpet player.

Tiankun: Thank you for your contribution to this band. I hope that you can continue to help your section and make your section the best section in this band. Don't stop your love for trumpet.

Boonjun: You have worked hard. I appreciate that. Continue to work hard and continue to improve on yourself. Continue to be passionate towards music and band. You can really become a very good trumpeter but this outcome is based on your passion towards your instrument. I hope that you will practice more and maximize your potential to a greater extent.

Alana: You have improved. I thank you for working hard. Continue to work harder and don't give up on yourself. Stay positive and practice more to become a better musician. Maximize your potential.

[Frech Horn]
Sandra: Thank you for bearing such a huge burden improving on yourself and managing your section at the same time. I'm sure it is tough to manage the two of them but you've made it in the end. Don't give up on your section and continue to help them. They appreciate your help so you don't have to feel so negative towards them.

Lionel: Thank you for your contribution towards this band. I hope that you will understand the different concepts and aspects of music that people have and be able to adapt in different bands fast. Be more open towards the world of band and music. I hope that you will be able to become a mature musician who is destined to help his section whenever they need to and be able to understand different people with different personality and mindset. Go, Marist!!!

Lucas: You have worked hard. Continue to work harder and love your french horn more than how much you love it now. Seriously speaking, french horn is really an elegant and sophisticated brass instrument. Have more passion towards band and music.

[Trombone]
Huimin: Thank you for helping your section and bringing your section to a higher level. I hope that you will continue to work hard for band and contribute more to this band. Maximize your potential to become a better musician and spread the love of music to those who do not.

Serene: Thank you for your contribution towards this band and your passion towards music. Don't stop your love to this band and continue to help one another when needed. It has been a tough time for you to be together with this band because of some inside matters. I pray for you that in the future, your destiny will not be obstructed by anything and you will be able to live with a happier life.

Samantha: You have worked hard. I really appreciate that. Continue to work hard and maximize your potential in trombone playing.

Joseph: You have worked hard. I appreciate that. Continue to work harder and have greater responsibility for this band. I am sure you can become a very good trombonist.

Jiayee: Thank you for your perseverance in your trombone playing. I hope that you will continue to work hard and become a better trombone player. Maximize your potential!

[Euphonium]
Weijia: Thank you for your contribution towards the band. Continue to work hard to become a more mature musician. Don't stop your love towards music and euphonium playing.

Huanran: Thank you for working very hard for the band. I am glad that you did not give up on the band. I hope that your passion towards music will never stop and continue to express freely with your performance in music.

Cheehan: Thank you for your perserverance and hardwork for the band. Don't give up on us as we are not giving up on you as well. Master your basics and you will have less problem on other aspects of euphonium playing. Continue to have passion towards music. I am very sure you will become a very good euphonium player. You have musical potential, maximize it.

[Tuba + String Bass]
Changzuo: Thank you for your care and concern towards band. You have been a really wonderful tuba player. I also liked your compassion towards music and challenging yourself to make yourself better. Thank you for helping your section and bringing the two J1s to a higher level. I am very sure it is tough to manage the band, your section and yourself at the same time. Don't stop your love towards this band and continue to help this band and make this band a better one.

Zuanlong: Thank you for your contribution towards this band. I hope that you will not stop your passion towards this band and continue to work hard to become a good tubist.

Bingyou: You have worked hard. Continue to do so and become a very good tubist that will allow the band to sit firmly on your thick bass sound.

Boonhan: Thank you for your contribution towards this band. Continue to make yourself better and help your section mates whenever they need to, especially your own string bass mate. Don't stop your love towards this band.

[Percussion]
Xingjun: Thank you for your perseverance and care towards your section. Continue to love this band and your section. Don't give up and make yourself a more mature muscian.

Saw: Thank you for your contribution to this band. I will never forget your effort for this band. Continue to like band and help whoever is in need emotionally. Thank you very much.

Huixian: Thank you for your major contribution to this band. I also appreciate your effort in training yourself to become a better percussionist. You really have worked very hard to bring yourself up to that standard. It is really tough to do so, y'know? Continue to love your section and the band.

Ian: Thank you for your contirbution to this band. I hope that you will not stop your love towards this band and continue to work hard for yourself and become a better percussionist.

Bernice: You really have worked hard. I appreciated your hardwork. Continue to do so and train yourself to become a more mature and better percussionist.

Leonardo: Thank you for your endless effort in your percussion performance and your contribution to this band. I hope that you can step forward to know more band members better. Continue to work hard and train yourself to be a more mature musician.

Siqi: Thank you for your perseverance for this band and your section. Don't give up and continue to practice so that you can bring your section to a higher level.

Jean: Thank you for your effort for this band. Continue to work hard and have more passion towards music. Try to know your bandmates better as well and socialize more with them.

Lastly, to all, JIAYOU FOR SYF!!! PLAY YOUR BEST ON THAT DAY!!!
Show off your talents!

오후 8:13

2011년 4월 24일 일요일,

I am getting your point. Please forgive me for getting too straight to the point and not having faith in you.
But I still do not really know where I am going to, I just feel that I am not following the world itself... No one understands me... Maybe that is the reason I hate the place I am living now and decided to leave this place.
I am sure it really depends on you to guide me wherever I am... Please do not give up on me.
When my teacher asked me today, if I have ever thought of working for you in the future. I've answered 'A little' without second thought. I don't know what happened. Is this really my future?
Maybe I will get your answer when I face it. I will not give up on you just like how you are not giving up on me.

오전 6:52

2011년 3월 17일 목요일,

I am just a f***ing piece of s***. Why?
I am sacrificing for no one. Sounds stupid, right? Yeah, that's why I am a stupid piece of s***.
You know what, you should know what is happening first before you can start making comments.
And you, I seriously do not know what you want from me. You haven't even tell me why you send me to Singapore and why you do not want to help me... You want me to suffer as much as possible and yet you do not want me to die... WHAT DO YOU WANT?!?!?! I seriously cannot understand your meaning to this. You took my knowledge away, you took my talent away... Why do you want to do that? Maybe you want me to find my true self and find a new talent, but I am sorry, I have no mood to find it now. I should just be controlled by you and follow everything that you say. I give up, I seriously give up. You control me, you can brainwash me, you can do anything you want to do to me. I don't care, I have no life anyway. Spending precious times for no reason is not funny, not interesting, not meaningful, NOT WHAT A HUMAN WILL DO!!!

오전 7:04

2011년 3월 7일 월요일,

I'm confused. Why did you bring me to a junior college?
Why did you bring me to Singapore? I have asked you so many times and yet you still did not provide me with an answer... or is it me that is not able to hear your voice...
I am in a trauma now... I just fall into temptations, I cannot control my temper and I am going on with my life, without you...
I feel that I have changed so much that I am not like myself in the past - hardworking, passionate, humble. Now, I always don't feel satisfied with my life, I am lazy and I always think too highly of myself...
I also feel that I am getting more immature and more stupid... This is definitely not me...
What is happening to me? Am I going on a right path? Can I turn back to my actual self?
Honestly speaking, I really want to go back to my actual self. Right now, my body is not following what my mind wants to do... and I always think of doing bad deeds...
I am becoming a horrible and shameful sinner...
Please save me from this pool of troubles... please...

오전 5:38

2010년 9월 10일 금요일,

It's Friday night and the end of school holiday. Finally, time has come.

Next Monday will be the start of the last school term for year 2010 (time sure flies fast...) and few weeks after that will be the spamming of examinations!!!

Start with Promo, then A Level CL and PW, then HSK Grade 6 exam then TOEFL and lastly mock SAT 1. My goodness... my brain will be exhausted after that...

There are also important events coming after the exams so I have to be prepared.

Life sure is tough...

To those JC1 students reading this post, I wish good luck for your exam. Study hard!

-End of Post-

오전 4:58





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